Life.Friends.SHOUTOUTS.

i havent blogged in like what seems as forever xD
Anyways.
life is;;
pretty good(:
i miss my friends.but hopefully ill hang with them really soon.
next week i babysit tuesday starting at 6am.ew xP
but the the two kids im babysitting are ADOARABLE!
&& i really dont wanna change a diaper though -_-
oh well.
getting 40 bucks!WOOHOO.
so i feel like giving some shout outs to my friends.


Kelli:i miss you so much!we will hang out as SOON as your back from camping.or ill come to your house and kidnap you xD rofl.ROOT BEER!!!!:D

Courtney:I miss you too.all the laughs we had in math class xD lol.have fun at miley this summer,while i ROCK OUT to THE JONAS BROTHERS.kidding (: ilysm.but seriously have fun and we need to hang soon.

Kaitlin:GAH!yet another one being very missed.so many inside jokes!!!we need to watch twilight && eat chick fil a(: woohoo.

Leah:so glad i finally told you how i felt and you get it.i love you so much dory.glad to be your best friend(:

Bailey:i miss youuuu.your in my state for the weekend.but i dont get to see you until july -_- oh the torture xD rofl.ilysm<3

Jonas Brothers(rofl they will never see this xD):I love you three with all my heart and im so excited for the new tour!I love all the new songs(: Have fun on tour.i love you!

Depression.

"A condition of general emotion dejection and withdrawl;sadness greater and more prolonged than that warranted by any objective reason" "the act of depressing" "the state of being depressed" "sadness,gloom,dejection"

I have been depressed once in my whole life.For exactly two weeks.It sucks,end of story.

There is a way to get OUT of it,but the thing is no matter what people try and say to you,you just blow it off and dont want to get out of being depressed.The problem is,you need to.We are all going to have problems in our life,but we need to resolve them somehow and just move on.When being depressed,you act very lifeless,and it hurts the people around you.The people that love and care about you and hate seeing you so hurt.I personally didn't realize how horrible it was when I myself was depressed.I now see it through one of my best friends,Bailey.I'll admit it hurts A LOT to see her like this.Everything I say to try and help her,she seems to just blow if off.I need her to take the time,to talk me.You can't always just run away crying and not tell people how your feeling.It DOES feel better to talk to people about how your feeling.Because you can let out and talk to someone you love about how your feeling.People are going to fade in and out of our lives.But that's just how it has to be.We have to let go sometimes,even though it's really really hard to.Bailey,there is happiness,you just have to find it.Your one of my best friends and things do get better.Your brother and your mom are family,they will forgive you for whatever happened.You need to just try and sort things out for you and your best guy friend.Your ex-boyfriend will move on,he will get over it.You need to be with the ones who truly love and care about you.If you broke up with him,it was something in your heart you know you had to do.Bailey,your beautiful,funny,nice,and an all around wonderful friend.It breaks everyones hearts to see you act this way,the ones that love and care about you.I care about you a lot,your ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.You can always give me a good laugh,or a smile from roleplaying and just talking to you in general.Don't let life get you down to much,because you need to STAND UP and be strong.We all have strength hiden inside us.You have to let it out.Be strong,be happy.I'm here for you.Instant message me,email me,message me on yt,text me,anything.Your not alone in this battle.I'm trying to help you feel better because I care about you so much and love seeing you happy and hyper.Bailey is the dorkus that kisses her Nick Jonas posters,and bursts out into random dance moves and singing.That is the bailey we know and love.I know I love(: I love you so much best friend.Bailey.Don't you forget it.

boredom.

Boredom SUCKS.
&& long time.no blog.
ahahaha.
i tweet too xD
lmao.
i seriously did nothing all day but sit in this computer chair,IM friends when they were on,and go on yt.
some life i have :/
i need to get OUT OF THE HOUSE.
go shopping.have a sleepover with my best friends or something D:
gahhh.
im so bored.if i could die of boredom.id be SO dead by now.blahh.

s o r r y;;

sorry.
for EVERYTHING i've ever done to damage you.
Leah Rae.
Im very sorry<3
i love you so much.
best friend.
hug...???????

niley/broken hearts.

Ok first off,im sick of all the niley gossip and all this rumor shit.they are JUST FRIENDS.I don't see why people are wildly obsessed with a couple?It makes no sense to me.They are two normal people behind the cameras...whats the big deal?So they possibly recorded a song together,SO FREAKING WHAT!I'm sure it will be a great song,im a HUGE miley cyrus and jonas brothers fan,but i am no fan of "niley".I don't see how this outgoing,crazy girl can match with this firm,calm,quiet guy.It just doesn't add up for me.i have nothing against niley fans or anything...im just stating my opinion.so don't get your pitchforks please xD

So im starting to realize my breaking heart is falling apart,and it always has been.I feel at the moment im being lied to by someone who i thought was my best friend..but maybe its all just to make me hurt.well if thats your wish.CONGRATS,im hurt.

jonasbrothers//myday.

I'm way too excited for their new album.
I REALLY wish JONAS was still on saturdays :/
rawr<3
Anyways.
Today I ate taquitoes for lunch,watched my favorite movie,IMed best friends,and just chilled.ate tacos for dinner.

i love you leah&bailey.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH KELLI *tear*