update on my life?ahahah xD

I'm partially depressed.
woop.di.doo.
[that was sarcasm there folks]
oh so many reasons.
giving up on him still hurts.like hell.
i cant look at him without almost crying;
i cant hear his voice without almost crying.
i found the perfect song for me when i was camping.
"Iris" by The Goo Goo Dolls.
it fits perfectly how i feel.
when i heard it,i almost started crying because its EXACTLY how i feel.
now if you dont wanna read anymore about crying stop here xD (no seriously.)
when i was in the shower today,(i have these zune speakers to play music)Iris came on and his image popped in my mind and i almost started crying.one or two tears fell.they were hiding behind my eyes.they still do.
x o x o