i dont like depressing weather.

i hate it when its all super cloudy.
but i love the smell of rain :)
so do you ever sit there with your head against the window looking up at the clouds when your in the car..?that's what i was doing on my way home from the movies.
i went and saw Night At The Museum:Battle Of The Smithsonian.
it was really hilarious and good.go see it!and guess what JB fans?the jonas brothers play cherubs and its great xDso while i stared out the windows looking up at the clouds.
i ponder why my prayers havent been answered.or how i can live with the feeling that i hurt someone(no i didnt kill someone xD im not psyco)but emotionally.i wondered if i should still stay friends with her...its just too complicated.she D O E S love him more.that is clear&obvious to me.she needs him.its hard because i can't EVER forgive myself for leaving her and breaking her down like that.it felt like so long ago,but i won't ever forgive myself for it.not now,not ever.i can apologize a thousand times to her,and she will accept it,but never will she realize i feel awful.

Try not to fall TOO hard for a guy you don't know,and DON'T EVER cause drama with your friends or be too immature about stuff.

You might end up in my position.
Broken.