L U K E;;

It doesn't just remind me of Star Wars,but a 4 letter name that broke my fragile heart.

8th Grade;;
I remember the first day.I wore makeup and looked cute(according to my mom xD).So in Tech(computers)Luke taps me on the shoulders and asks me if i'm new,I laughed and said "No.i've been here since 4th grade." He said,"Oh.i've never noticed you before." The bells rings and instantly i'm crushing on him.I had quite a few classes with him,which i was really excited about.When the teacher assigned his seat next to mine in Math class,i was dancing on the inside.
Plus he was good at math,which isn't my best subject.He'd usually help me in class or in the morning during study hall.We started talking more and more and then texting.He only liked me as a friend,which i did NOT know.He lead me on a lot,he seemed pretty flirty to me.There was this super annoying guy Daniel right?He ALWAYS irritated me.Luke would get him to leave me alone.I saw him shove Daniel once even.My best friend Kelli and I were walking out of the class like "ohhh dang!".Luke and I had a really cool friendship,then I heard about Miss Perfect. -_-
Her name is Kim,she always has amazing grades and dresses flawlessly.I don't think she knows what ponytails or sneakers are.Just saying.So when I overheard people say Luke and Kim are dating,I got out a piece of notebook paper and wrote the harshest song in the history of harsh songs.It took away the place of me wanting to cry my eyes out.I cried a lot at night.Then more and more songs came.It was like songs were pouring out of my heart and soul.He eventually just flat out stopped texting me back and talking to me.I never knew why.I spent nights crying my blue-green eyes out,staring at the piece of notebook paper with the "Invisible" lyrics by Taylor Swift on it.The song fit me like a charm.And he NEVER knew how hurt I was.I'm still hurt to this very day.
Freshman Year(High School);;
Now it's high school.At the beginning of the year I tried to text him a few times,he never replied.I just gave up.Nowadays I don't even look at him when I pass by.I want to slap him accross the face.Kidding.I had a plan.
Luke-hey janie.
Me-who are you?
Luke-remember me from 8th grade?
Me:i used to know a luke,but you can't be him.
My plan was simple as that.If he ever talked to me again.It still is my plan.I got some great songs out of me,and I still song write.I've moved on from him.He's in my past now.My memories won't fade.If a guy leads me on like that ever again,Leah has permission to roundhouse kick him.