friday the 13th.DOES bring bad luck;;

I waited to talk to Jay all week long,
but I understand he was really tired it was 2am where he was,
When I wanted to talk to him tonight.
Time differences suck :[
I cried for over an hour tonight.
Then I got back on here and talked to Leah;
& She's one of my bestest friends in the whole word;
It really helped.She made me smile :P
I'm listening to music from my friend Adrienne's blog xD

School:
I'm really terrified of not graduating right now.I'm doing alright,but I just wish
I was born with more talent in the education area.I was blessed in the english area,
but not Science or Math.I'll keep trying my best,it's all I can do.I'm tired of the pressure
they keep putting on us about credits still,it's really pissing me off.

My "love":
Alright.Seriously.
I'll feel so hopeless and stupid for falling him.
Is it too much to ask for and beg for?A chance.it's all I want and need.
Please god,he has the other half of my heart.

One of my best friends:
Ever since she went through this depression phase,she's different.
And I don't like it.at all. :(

xoxo
janie