"I don't care what they say,i'm in love with you." <3

Weekend:
This weekend has been pretty good so far.I've luckily gained back my happiness,I don't know where it was.I was just feeling down basically all week.Right now i'm playing Cafe World on facebook and listening to music from Adrienne's blog,because her playlist has a lot of amazing songs on it xD I went and slept over at my best friend Kelli's house last night, and we also saw New Moon.It was freaking AMAZING.A lot better than the first movie I think :) I'm pretty sure i've changed myself to Team Jacob,and not just because Taylor Launter looks hot shirtless ;D



School:
Ugh.I'm ALREADY sick of it.I have been.It's just tiring now,and I can't focus that much anymore,and I'm trying my best.Three days this coming week..I'll try and survive until then.

My Love:
I just really wish we were together already.My best friend Leah's intuition says that we will be Feb.24 but how is that going to happen when I don't even have contact with him right now?It's a lot of pain and yet,extremely amazing to be in love.(so i've heard at least).All I know is I love him and really miss him.I wish I had someone to talk to about him,but no one will.The only person I had to talk to about him,got tired of it.Can you blame me?Not thinking I have a chance with a..superstar?I really can picture being with him.I've never looked at ANY OTHER GUY like i've looked at him."Not many people your age can fall so hard for someone,especially someone they can't be with constantly,so it has to be destiny,it wouldn't make sense if it wasn't."(Leah) All I hope,wish,dream for is him.I hope your intuitions are right leah,because I don't know how much longer i'll take this heartache on.Something inside me won't allow me to give up,I don't know what it is.But i'll just listen to it.



x o x o
janie


With him,i'd dance in a storm in my best dress...Fearless. <3