Goodbye 2009,Welcome 2010.

2009 has honestly been a very insane year.So many HORRIBLE things have happened.My older brother was in a car crash but ended up okay,and then a few weeks later my mom was in a car crash and came out with a sore back.I just thank god their both okay.My grandma also passed away this August,on my 15th birthday.A little complicated to celebrate your birthday when everyone wants to cry including yourself.SO many celebrities passed away this year also.I know now that my grandma is out of pain and is an angel,safe in heaven now and i'll see her again someday.I also got in a couple fights here and there with best friends,that I really didn't want to be in anyways.All of these bad things that happened to me,led me to becoming a stronger person in the end.There were some major highlights of 2009 though.I made some amazing new best friends,and also fell in love.I may have been hurting like hell here and there this year,but i'm glad to say that he's come into my life.I'm in love,and I might not be fully fearless,but love is fearless.I didn't think I was going to find my other half or soulmate for a long,long time.I'm so glad I found him this year.I'm hoping 2010 will be a much better year,i'm kind of excited for it.I feel like something good is going to happen,something really good.I hope him and I will finally get to be together,because that's what i'm hoping for.If all this pain has led me to him,I'm glad it did.Everything happens for a reason.Dear 2009,you've been kind of a pain in the ass at times,but you made me a stronger person and I thank you for that.You brought me to the man I love,THANK YOU SO MUCH for that.2010 I look forward to you.

Happy New Year.
x o x o
Janie