Sweet,Sweet Superstar.

You know i've had a lot of fears lately,but I would really like to be fearless.It's just a bit complicated because I love and miss him with everything in me.I live on a daily basis wondering if he even thinks of me as I much as I think of him,or if he's willing to wait for me.I don't even have actual contact with him yet,and it hurts.It's like a process for two of my best friends,for me to get a simple hello to him.I'd like to be able to talk to him on a more personal level.I have my intuitions that i'll have contact with him this month,I can ONLY hope.I don't see how that'll happen.I really hope he feels how I do for him.There's a spark there.

There is as my best friend Leah has told me...about soulmates.I feel like I have half of my heart,and he has the other half.I don't have the heartbreak pain anymore,ever since I first talked to him on Thanksgiving.I feel more happy and at peace when I get to talk to him.

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