I'm not fearless.

So I guess that I haven't blogged for a while.Did you miss me?!xD What's new in the life of Janie?Well...A LOT (kinda xD). You know how I keep babbling in ALL of my blogs about the guy I love?He likes me back,so I should be happy...right?I am,but yet i'm not.I have several fears.

What if we don't last forever?Because that's what i've been able to picture,living with him and being together.What if I never get actual contact with him?I'd never be able to talk to him personally and on a regular basis.I want to be fearless,i'm just not so sure I can be.How much longer will it be before he meets someone prettier,smarter,and cooler than I am.I don't know if he'll wait for me,i'm waiting for him.I love and miss him.

"I wonder if I ever cross your mind,for me it happens all the time."
(Need You Now by Lady Antebellum)

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Janie