The wound can't be healed,but it can (slowly,but surely) be mended.

I've been doing a lot better lately.I've cut away from overeating,hallejuah.Right now,it's just a matter of taking it easy.I'm still trying my best in school,and i'm TRYING to not worry about the future,and just take care of the present.

Yesterday,I started cleaning my closet out.It was,in all honesty,the closet of hell.It took me basically all day,and i'm still not done with giving stuff away,but I got mostly all of it done.So hooray for that!I don't know what it was,but I started bawling while I was cleaning.I don't know if it was because I was overwelmed,or what.It's just going through all these memories,realizing that times passing,it's a little crazy.

I also went to my cousins yesterday,which was such a relief for the day I was having.
My cousins always know how to entertain me!They have Rock Band,and we would go outside and play this game with beanbags and throw them in this hole..cornhole I think it was?(I can't remember!)I epic failed at it,but it was still fun.I also had an intense game of Mario Kart 64 with Alex,and I epic failed at that too. xD I'm usually really good at it,but I give him props for beating me.Even though I punched him in the arm and kicked him due to his epic winning. :D He also introduced me to some new bands to listen to,and he's all proud that I don't like The Jonas Brothers anymore...and he told me "I feel like we're closer now.I don't know why.It's just they weren't good!" xD Hahahah.alex.I'll definitely be adding some of the music he's showed me (and new songs he sends me) to my playlist here on my blog.

My boyfriend's calling me this friday,and I have no school.I'm so excited!:D To top it all off,HONOR SOCIETY is getting a letter I wrote for them this week too!I'm pretty sure it's this week.I gotta feeling...that this week's gonna be a good week...woohooooo.

x o x o
Janie

PS: I'd like to thank the two people who've helped me get through this the most.

Leah & Gilliene.

Leah:You really are one of the best friends i've ever had.Thank you for everything you do,I appreciate it more than you could ever know.You've helped me to find the strength in the struggle,and I can't thank you enough for that.Thanks for being you,that's the end of it.I love you.

Gilliene:You know how to make me smile or laugh,when I can't even find the will to.You've written me letters that take me at least 10 minutes to read,because of the epicness.The letters mean the world to me,they really do.Thank you so much for everything.I love you.